Friday, January 27, 2006
9:56 PM
i am a faILUre in love
After long tinking......i tink i will respect ur decision is the best solution between both of us as i also dun wish 2 force some1 i love 2 return my love...as forcing love is nt a gd solution 4 both of us...........although i love her so much i also dun wish 2 give her up but nothing i can do bcause.....i wish tat she is happy nt bcause i do lots of tings 2 make her happy n have onli the physical stead nt the heart's stead....i tink is better 2 release than let her feel irritating bcause of the gossips.....some words in the passage mayb i just sae 1 nt in my heart tat i 1 2 sae but sadness can be cure within time but there will be a scar 4ever... iwill rember wat i have with u the happy time and sadness time...the preiod of time make me realli happy....realli happy dis is the first time ta i understand wat love is all abt....u rocks in my life....deb i love u no matter wat but i will keep this love in my heart 4ever 2 be open when u accepy me again.....
no words can express
my love for you
Friday, January 20, 2006
8:10 PM
i am realli a faILUre in love
Long time neva update blog le,also do nothin much so also dun noe wat 2 write...but now den i noe wat is true friend or just a friend...n wat is lover n friend ...True friend is some1 hu will help u no matter wat n will nt bully u,but friend is just sum1 u noe but nt so lyke very gd FRIENDS they onli noe how 2 accuse u and bully u when u are weak......Lover is the highest standard in the friendship as this stage is when 2 person has no secret within 1 another n noe how 2 care n love 4 each other and nt 2 leave her when she need u......i tink dis is the ting tat i realli dun noe how 2 do.........Friend is like suddenly from nt secret within 1 another became avoiding each other n trying nt 2 c each other....but i just realli cant do it i just have 2 at least c her once..........
aiya y everytime sae this kind of tings so sian, 2day so sian actually the latern making is until 4 thirty.... i ran out of library at 3...the lesson so sian i dun even noe how 2 do so irriating...den go hall 2 c ppl rehearse den follow wei loon go hm,i long time also neva walk in the rain already so i just walk with wei loon den suddenly receive the sms den c also nothin 2 do den go back schl lor den saw jean their playing bball den i also go and play lor den ben also play den we play bball match in the rain lor..i even fall down...i noe u will laugh 4 sure....den we start playing lor gal play bball very funny want they got all kind of styles tat is so funny....den we score should be our ball but they sae is their ball den we nvm den they score i thought is my ball but is theirs again so funny.......den thunder lightning all cum le dcen dun play lor den i olso go hm le lor......................
no words can express
my love for you
Friday, January 13, 2006
9:06 PM
i am a faILUre in love
Actually the most painful from love is nt when u reject sum1 is when u sae u just treat him lyke a little "bro"...Actualli when i heard tat u reject i am already sad n i try 2 control myself but when u sae u just treat me lyke a little bro i am totally shock realli.....is nt in class i 1 2 escape from u is i dun noe how 2 face u my heart just sunk dis show tat the old ALVIN is gone,now i am afraid 2 love again...........Love 2 me is useless now it is nothin 2 me le.....dodge from u is the onli way 2 escape from dis........now i am afraid 2 hear ur name again or listen 2 LOVE dis word again.........i am SCARED
no words can express
my love for you
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
9:51 PM
i am a faILUre in love....
Now i noe y people can commit suicide bcause of LOVE....i understand le ...LOVE can make ppl very happy at times n make ppl very very sad at times...THAnKS the sum1 4 giving me this kind of feeling tat i neva had b4 n tried sumting i neva tried b4...CRIED 4 a gal,ppl would tink i am foolish or wat but i olso dun noe wat when i hung the phone tears just rolled out.....dis is the first time i cried 4 a gal realli...but seriously i wish 2 tell the sum1 u are the first 1 tat can give me the feeling in my heart,at first i olso dun noe how 2 please gals u are the first 1 olso.....i tink i am foolish or wat.......2 u mayb wat u sae be bro n sis is better mayb it is better 4 us but i realli thANks u alot i learnt lots of tings in this broken love realli........nothin tears just rolled out again....WISH U CAN FIND UR MR RITE SOON
no words can express
my love for you
Friday, January 06, 2006
5:54 PM
I am realli a faILUre in love...........
Times flies,2 month had just go by...within this 2 month i olso neva do anyting much but i just make a realli hard decision 4 sumting.This decision realli hard 2 make,i tink 4 a long time b4 i make it as i dun 1 2 regret it...but in the last i still regret as i am realli selfish..i just tink of myself n 4get abt my the other half...i 4get abt her feeling...a word "BREAK" can cause sadness 2 both party...When we sae i love u or wat is so hard but when we want 2 sae break it is as easy as lyke nothin had happened between both of us...i am so stupid realli i 4 get 2 care her feeling,i am useless n selfish realli....................
no words can express
my love for you
